Impossible??

Left about either 3days or 11days for me to increase the group sales become 100k, where and how am I going to do that? I planned to go for cold market but during this moment then going to be year end, I don't think strangers will agree to meet up. But if I'm going to target friends or warm market, I hope that they can help. Anyway, I prefer warm market rather than relatives or friends.

Dark Prince!!!! Need to rush up and then enjoy the best Christmas Eve and also New Year Eve.. Need to party all night long and have fun for the year 2010!!!

Don't miss it!! Please pray for me.

LeeHom - All The Things You Never Knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink
才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?
夜空洒满了星星
Ye kong sai man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
很靠近 还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe
对不起 我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink
才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?
夜空洒满了星星
Ye kong sai man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
很靠近 还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe
对不起 我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
噢噢~
o o

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

New Life

I guess, I know what should I do now..
From now onwards I'm going to start a brand new life!!!
I'm going to stand up again.
With full of confidence and conquer everything that I'd lost.

I would like to see the changes in a short period of time.

Confused...

What can I do now?
I'm on my way to hell..
How to be alive again??

What can I do?
I don't know..
Who will help me?
No one...

I'm alone now...

Resist

I'm trying to stop my feeling, but still can't make it.
Every time that we get close, I'm even dreaming further.

Don't get close to you, I warn my own heart.
Don't keep dreaming of you, then could I do it?
Don't keep smiling at you, you might have no interest in me at all.

Then, could I resist my own heart?
And how could I constrain my own feeling?
I am not able to bear my great love.
I have to constrain it.

Being with the sadness, cos you look at me invisibly
No matter how difficult it is. I still have to keep resisting

Don't get close to you, I warn my own heart.
Don't keep dreaming of you, then could I do it?
Don't keep smiling at you, you might have no interest in me at all.

So, could I resist my own heart?
And how could I constrain my own feeling?
I am not able to bear my great love.
I have to constrain it.

Being with the sadness, cos you look at me invisibly.
No matter how difficult it is. No matter how I should do.
I have to make it. I have to stop loving you.



So, could I resist my own heart?
And how could you constrain my feeling?
I am not able to bear my great love.
I have to constrain it.

Being with the sadness, cos you look at me invisibly.
No matter how difficult it is. I still have to keep resisting

Could I resist my own feeling?
I still have to keep resisting

Family

What's the meaning of family? I don't think I really know about the true meaning of it. All these while, I'm alone, whether I'm in pain or not, I'm still alone, whether I need help or not, I'm still alone and they are not there to help me. Non of them help me. I'm always alone.

But how come when every time they need help, I will be the one that will help them? Am I stupid? Because when every time I need help, non of them help me. Today I think I lost everything because of them.

What can I do? Where to start? I guess I shall give up on this whole family relationship since no one there to help me. I feel like I'm actually like an animal because they gave birth and raise until certain period then just let me go, I live or die is all on my own.

I tried very hard not to help them, but in the end I lost the promise. I did help them but in the end I ended up like an animal that no family to care or even concern about. Every time I said something to them, they don't even take it seriously.

I wonder, how long I can stand if I keep on doing it. Well I guess, today will be the day 20th of September 2010,Monday at 10.35pm, I'm going to give up on this family.

Am I right or wrong, I don't know. But as I know if I keep on like that, I will never have any positive results. So my conclusion will be, I'm going to be alone!

Murni Discovery At Aman Suria

Well, the food not bad but one thing, the SERVICE of those staffs are extremely BAD!!!. Bloody hell, when every time I raise my hand to call them, they act didn't see it. Then when I want to pay my bill that time I saw a lady staff walked pass so I told that can I have my bill please and then she told me to wait. Okay, I'm fine with it but when waited for about 10minutes already and my bill still not here so I look at her and what I saw is that she is talking over there.

What the hell??? Seriously sometimes I wonder, people will go for service first or go for the environment first? Because as I know and from what I learned, an excellent service will overcome all of those problems. Come on Murni, change all those useless staffs and get a better one.

Does It Makes Sense?

Why certain people used their hands to eat? How come they only use it on rice but not noodle?? Hahaha..

speechless

Sometimes I want to say something out but I don't know how to start or even voice it out. I don't know how...

Why my life stuck with all the problems which are not from me?

When only can get better?

Where is my white horse that I used to ride?

When only that I can stand up and raise my sword?

When can I summon my great armies?

Or I just stuck here until old and unknown?

G Friend

Recently my friend which is gay move in to my house but he is staying at the next room (Don't simply think..haha..). I knew him for about 11years already and he is in his 30's. He is the type of person which is long-winded until I will feel annoyed when every time he asked me a question, he won't ask me all the questions at once but he will ask me one by one.

Today, i fetched him from work and we went for supper nearby my house. He asking me to sit next to a handsome guy and his eyes really can't get out of that guy because he been looking at him for the whole night.

Indirectly, people will thought that I'm gay too which I'm not..gggrrrrr!!!! After finish our meal, then he told me about what happened this morning in LRT. He told me that he met a guy in the LRT and he keeps on smiling with him. He was so happy and shy..LOL. He said that when in LRT, he get to see those handsome guys wearing those office wear which he can't resist it and feel like want to get "naughty" with them. Well he has a wild imagination.

Whenever he sees a guy which is handsome, he will start to say that he wish to have magic power so that he will freeze that guy and he will start to molest and check out that guy's private part. It is funny eventhough kind of disgusting. Soon or later will get use to it if you had a friend like this.

I will continue the story once he tells me something funny..haha..

Memories...

I went back to Penang on 20th until 22nd of January 2010, for 2years I been go repeating the same thing by going back every month but I can't feel anything special about it until this time.

This trip, I visited my former high school and then I met quite a few of my teachers that they can still remember me because I was one of the naughtiest students during that time.We chat for awhile but I can feel that there are something different between when we are still a student and after left from school. Because they can have an unbelievable conversation that we couldn't even judge whether they are teachers or not..LOL..

For 5years I'm out from high school so I kind of miss those foods from canteen. My friend and I had our lunch over there. I ordered Char Koay Teow with sausage and squid. When the auntie hand it over to me that time, my reaction was like "WOW" because it's a big portion that cost only RM3..Can you believe it?

After lunched then my friend and I walked to our school back alley to enjoy our favorite MANGO MILKSHAKE!!!!! While on our way to the milkshake stall, I met my old friend, which is a boss of a restaurant that me and my friends used to hang out during morning before school starts and after school ends. We knew that boss for EIGHT years already!! Damn... Which mean time pass very fast, because when we hang out at his place that time, his baby girl hasn't born yet and now his baby girl already 7 years old.. After I left school I didn't meet up with the boss for 5years already, and the best thing was he still remember my favorite fried rice.

Well...at least I can feel that I'm still exist in Penang..

Then after that when night comes, my friends and I went to 1 of the pubs in BM(Bukit Mertajam)..Its kind of cool, I like the toilet decoration..hahaha..


MY SCHOOL







THE PUB AND THE TOILET...LOL..







THE MAMAK CORNER: ARATI VILLAS
p/s: I used to have my 15 pieces of roti jala at once at this restaurant. The roti jala very nice..

Buy A Luxury Car And Get A Free Kancil Or Iswara - by TheStar OnlineG

GEORGE TOWN: An enterprising used-car dealer is offering a “buy one, get one free” package in conjunction with the Chinese New Year.

He is giving away a pre-owned Proton Iswara or Perodua Kancil with every purchase of a luxury car worth over RM100,000.



The Sport Rim Auto spokesman, who did not want to be named, claimed that his was the first used-car dealership in the country to offer such a package.

“We pride ourselves in being a ‘car supermarket’ since we are the biggest used-car dealer in the north.

“Our company has been around for about 20 years. That’s why we can afford to have this promotion,” he said.

The spokesman added that many new user-car dealers mushroomed last year despite the sluggish economy and they had to keep ahead of the competition.

“So we have come up with this offer – it is no different from AirAsia’s novel low-fare campaign,” he said, adding that the promotion was only for this month.

He said to date, they had sold three BMWs.

“The response has been good because buyers also receive free insurance coverage for the first year,” he said.

Buyers who do not want the free cars will be given a discount in lieu, he added.

MY POINT OF VIEW:

He dares to do this kind of promotion, I'm impress with it but on the other hand, it made our local-made car seems so cheapo. Come on, he is giving it away for free!!!!! But so what? Does he ever think about for those people that bought Kancil or Iswara, how do they feel?

A Scheme Too Good To Be True - by The Star Online Metro

IT was an investment plan that looked too attractive to pass up. After all, the plan had the backing of a company that had been in the market for more than 30 years.

Events organiser *Casey was first introduced to the plan in April 2008, when interested members like him were asked to open their master accounts.

Casey was one of the pioneer members of the scheme and thought it would be a good opportunity to earn some extra cash.

The scheme was offered to the public at between RM3,000 and RM30,000.

However, a year and three months down the road, that “investment” turned out to be his biggest mistake when the company failed to pay his returns or commissions and even froze the accounts so that no withdrawals could be made.

“The company told us that our bank accounts were frozen by a bank as it was conducting investigations on credit card fraud.



“We later found out that was a lie. The company initially put the blame on Maybank but later omitted the name of the bank,” Casey said.

The initial stage was designed with four plans that members could opt to buy — at a starting price of RM3,000 per lot — the Master Plan Classic (RM3,000), the Silver Plan Classic (three lots) at RM9,000, the Gold Plan Classic (five lots), and Platinum Plan Classic (10 lots).

Members also had to fork out an additional RM100 for an administration fee.

“When the response picked up, the company increased the price per lot to RM4,000,” Casey said.

For their investment, members received a membership prepaid card that entitled them to dine at the chain of air-conditioned mamak outlets.

The prepaid card was first valued at RM1 for one point and members could redeem meals using their points, but in December, it was turned into a discount card.

Another member *Daniel said that sometime in July or August last year, members began to stop receiving their monthly returns.

“We knew of a grandmother who had invested her savings of RM80,000 in the scheme but got nothing in return,” Daniel said.

In October, the company introduced another type of plan — called the EZ Plan — where the starting fee was just RM300, followed by RM900, RM1,500 and the highest at RM3,000.

“It was a less expensive plan for members to join and returns were supposedly faster.

“But, by then, many of us were not interested and we only wanted our earlier returns and investments back,” Daniel said.

Several members investigated the company and discovered that it did not have a licence under the Direct Sales Act 1993. However, the company denied that it practised multi-level marketing.

“They said they were a membership-based company but the form still required members to name their sponsors and find more members,” a disgruntled investor said.

*Janice said the company continued to rope in new members throughout the period and promised returns for all.

“Recently, they claimed to be under the Easy Pha-max banner, but the latter denied that such a deal had been made,” she said.

A call to the parent company revealed that Steven’s Corner was no longer affiliated with STG Resources Sdn Bhd, which had come up with the scheme, and that STG was under a different management.

Initially, STG’s brochures had stressed that Steven’s Tea Garden was a new concept restaurant under the Steven’s Corner group.

When contacted, an operator at STG Resources headquarters in Setapak claimed that it had teamed up with another big corporation and would be coming up with a new plan.

However, a spokesman for the corporation denied that any deal had been struck with STG Resources Sdn Bhd.

Meanwhile, Steven’s Tea Garden outlets in Sunway Pyramid, MidValley Mega Mall, Jalan Bukit Bintang and Ampang have been closed down and as many as 50 former members have sought the help of Bukit Bintang MP Fong Kui Lun.

Fong said he had arranged for the victims to meet Domestic Trade, Co-operatives and Consumerism Minister Datuk Seri Ismail Sabri Yaakob to highlight their plight.

“I’ve also forwarded the case to two other ministries — the Finance ministry and the Home ministry.

“This is a clear-cut case as the company is using a MLM plan without a licence and is still soliciting money from the public,” Fong said, adding that they would meet the minister again soon.

Meanwhile, 12 victims, who had collectively lost about RM1mil, have formed a pro tem committee to help others out.

The committee said they knew there were risks investing in any business but they claimed that STG had not been truthful or transparent.

“The company is misleading people and collecting money from the public without a licence.

“The government has to take serious action in this case and about 1,000 police reports have already been lodged against the company,” they said.

The group is also seeking legal advice but admit that the chances of recovering their money was slim.

Steven’s Corner CEO Gunalan Sinnapan, meanwhile, said the Steven’s Tea Garden trademark was registered to him and he had pulled the name back following the scandal that had smeared his image.

“Previously, the directors approached me as they wanted to use our name to come up with the MLM concept prepaid food card.

“We were only asked to manage the outlets and supply the food while they carried out the marketing plan.

“However, we also did not receive any payments for six months before they told us they would change the concept as their application for a licence had been rejected.

“Our Steven’s Tea Garden outlets were actually doing well until the MLM plan collapsed entirely,” Gunalan said, claiming that STG Resources had already signed up some 30 merchants that allowed existing Steven’s Tea Garden members to redeem their food points.

When contacted, STG Resources CEO Mick Yap said the case was being handled by MCA Public Services and Complaints Department head Datuk Michael Chong and declined to comment.

He only said that solutions had been found but the plan was a business failure.

However, Chong said he would not interfere as it had already been exposed by the media.

“The company representatives had told me there was a rescue plan, and all parties agreed to keep it out of the media.

“However, because the investors also went to see Fong (Kui Lun), the issue attracted publicity and I want to leave it to the police to investigate,” Chong said.

“We had three meetings with them and STG Resources showed us its 2008 internal audit report, but my lawyers have demanded the 2009 accounts, which the company said it would furnish by March.

“The company told me it could have run away but did not as it was prepared to face the music if found guilty,” Chong said.

(* Names have been changed to protect identities.)


MY POINT OF VIEW:

There are a lot of people saying MLM(Multi Level Marketing) company is a scam, why? It is because of these kind of people that wanted to earn money and use those fraud plan to convince people to join.

There are difference between investment and business. Because for example this Steven's Tea Garden concept was an investment, because investment can creates a lot of fraud, for example like few years back those internet investment scam. I'm sure all of you still remember. I invested in it too but in the end I lost it due to government shut it down. I'm cool with it because it was an experience for me.

But as for MLM business, it will be totally different from investment because, we buy those products then we use it on our own and if the products are good(but mostly MLM products are best because if not they sure won't survive for long) then we share or intro to our friends and families or even other people that might need it. Which mean by introducing those products to them, we earn too. Why? Because we succeed in a business deal. Once we intro or share the benefits of the products, then people buy it, we earn!!! That's so simple. But if we didn't intro or share it with people, who knows about it and how the hell that you gonna succeed the business deal and earn?

If you tell me that as long as it consist of MLM then it will be scam, then let me ask you, why are those MLM companies that being operate in Malaysia for more than 10years or even 50years still operating and government didn't take any action with it?

Certain people failed in MLM because they don't really understand the difference between investment and business or some are lazy.

P/S: Life is short, so why not give it a shot?

The Most Meaningful Fried Rice

The most meaningful..hahaha... Wondering why? Sssshhhh... Is a secret..
With this fried rice "memory", I will change my personalities... Are you shock?
Wondering why? No one will understand it if they didn't stumble across this moment.

1st January 2010

This is my 1st new post in 2010....

On that 1st day of 2010 when I woke up, I felt something new, a brand new day I guess... But the weather was cloudy and looked like gonna rain, and yes it rains heavily. I thought when I'm going to work that time gonna be traffic jam but AH HA.. there are so empty and smooth traffic.I'm sure those people that went for countdown still sleeping like pig and snoring..snore...snore..snore!!!!! Hahaha...

What's my new year resolution? Do I even have one? I guess I do and it's plenty but will I succeed it? What about you? Do you have any new year resolution? Will you push yourself to succeed it? Hmph... Wondering....

Well, if wanna know what's in my mind, then you have to ask me face to face..