Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
Where Is Our Promised Happiness?
your reply is in a mess at this moment in time, i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain, the sweetness is scattered.
a mysterious tugging of my emotions i'm still loving you.
but you continued singing pretending that nothing has happened.
time has passed and left, love is faced with a choice.
you've become cold and i've cried the unhappiness you felt when you left, you just wrote them down on a card.
sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.
what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on?
i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted.
being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.
those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them.
you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on?
i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted.
only that musical box of memories still continue to turn, how can it be stopped?
a mysterious tugging of my emotions i'm still loving you.
but you continued singing pretending that nothing has happened.
time has passed and left, love is faced with a choice.
you've become cold and i've cried the unhappiness you felt when you left, you just wrote them down on a card.
sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.
what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on?
i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted.
being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.
those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them.
you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on?
i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted.
only that musical box of memories still continue to turn, how can it be stopped?
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Memories...
Tonight is a sad night for me because when i look at my phone,the reminder that i set for tonight was my dad 1 year death anniversary.it reminds me of what exactly happened a year ago at this date,at this time and at this moment.time passes very fast,already a year that the word "dad" didnt come out from my mouth.well,i dont wanna talk much about it. Life is unpredictable so cherish every moment no matter what because whatever that's gone will forever gone.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Miss...
is there any situation that can define the feeling of miss or it can just suddenly happen in the mind?what will a person do when he or she is missing some one?will they express it out or just keep it?
i prefer to keep quiet because eventhough say it out,i dont think it can make any changes but once i say it and i will mean it because i hardly say that word out.when im missing some one,i will have the feeling of hugging the person tightly then only i feel comfortable.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
"Wonderful" Day!!!!
aaaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!! today is a bad day for me.once i reached at my working place, there are alot of stuffs waiting for me to do it and beside that i dont have enough staffs to cover the operation so that i can do my staffs..ish!! On the other hand,when im doing my paperwork, and the stupid printer cant print out those documents that i wanted.damn... I almost gonna take the computer and slam it on the wall....atlast i gave up and decided to continie tomorrow so i pack up my belonging and ready to go home but suddenly heavy rain!!!well,can you imagine how shitty is my day?
although its raining but i feel so nice and fun because i long time didnt "play" under the rain..haha..
although its raining but i feel so nice and fun because i long time didnt "play" under the rain..haha..
Thursday, October 9, 2008
What Happen????
hmph..tomorrow im goin back to my hometown but i dont know why that im havin a feelin of hard to let go n dont feel like wanna go back.is it because im in love with this place or something else? coz when the first 2 months,my heart n mind were keep on thinkin of goin back to my hometown but now i dont feel like wanna go back.its the other way round..wat happen??
today i feel that its a lonely nite to me,coz maybe is because of tomorrow im goin back n now at this moment i didnt go out to have fun.too bad that today the princess that i mentioned earlier couldnt come out coz her grandma juz passed away..im sorry n condolence.
well,this is life coz today the person that we talk to might be gone tomorrow or maybe later.this situation happened to me when my dad passed away.i still remembered that when i woke up,he is still there enjoyin a cup of coffee and my mom was there too chattin with him.everythin is so normal until at nite,no one can expect it at all.my dad suddenly collapsed on the floor and his friends sent him to hospital and by that time he arrived,the doctor told us that he is already "gone".i dont know what can i do and what shall i do,i tried to cry out but i cant.all i did was lookin at my mom crying.at the moment, i can feel that everythin not gonna be the same anymore,i cant hear my dad's voice when he nags me or even have a family gatherin together.not anymore...when he is alive,i will get annoyed when he starts to nag me but now, i want him to nag me also cant coz he is no longer in this world.
for those who readin wat im writin,please remember,eventhough ur parents keep on scold or control u,dont ever angry wif them or shout back at them coz one day,they will gone n we will become old too.dun have the feelin of regret when if one day ur parents are gone.love them n care bout them when they still alive,atleast they can have the memory of it eventhou they "gone".
well i guess that im like an oldman now,i think im gonna stop here.however,eventhou we lost someone that precious to us,we still need to carry on wif our life so dont ever do or try to do stupid things.
today i feel that its a lonely nite to me,coz maybe is because of tomorrow im goin back n now at this moment i didnt go out to have fun.too bad that today the princess that i mentioned earlier couldnt come out coz her grandma juz passed away..im sorry n condolence.
well,this is life coz today the person that we talk to might be gone tomorrow or maybe later.this situation happened to me when my dad passed away.i still remembered that when i woke up,he is still there enjoyin a cup of coffee and my mom was there too chattin with him.everythin is so normal until at nite,no one can expect it at all.my dad suddenly collapsed on the floor and his friends sent him to hospital and by that time he arrived,the doctor told us that he is already "gone".i dont know what can i do and what shall i do,i tried to cry out but i cant.all i did was lookin at my mom crying.at the moment, i can feel that everythin not gonna be the same anymore,i cant hear my dad's voice when he nags me or even have a family gatherin together.not anymore...when he is alive,i will get annoyed when he starts to nag me but now, i want him to nag me also cant coz he is no longer in this world.
for those who readin wat im writin,please remember,eventhough ur parents keep on scold or control u,dont ever angry wif them or shout back at them coz one day,they will gone n we will become old too.dun have the feelin of regret when if one day ur parents are gone.love them n care bout them when they still alive,atleast they can have the memory of it eventhou they "gone".
well i guess that im like an oldman now,i think im gonna stop here.however,eventhou we lost someone that precious to us,we still need to carry on wif our life so dont ever do or try to do stupid things.
Shawty The Prince's Precious
Hehehe...well let me show some pictures of my lil shawty...
2 weeks old..
1 month old
2 months old
and............NOW!!!!!
is she cute?
2 weeks old..
1 month old
2 months oldand............NOW!!!!!
is she cute?
Friday, August 29, 2008
Path Of The Different Lifestyle
There are different types of people with different attitudes and personalities in this world.Certain people seems to wish for a normal life such as work and accompany their families.But there are also certain people that with high aims.Well as for me, I feel that I prefer with high aims because we born in this world for only once so whatever opportunities that are infront of us, we need to grab fast before it gone. Although certain aims we can't achieve it but atleast we try it before better than nothing at all. Another thing is if wanna do something, just do, don't ever hesitate or by saying give it a try because by doing that, you are giving yourself a reason to delay the thing that you wanna do.
Actually whatever that I listed down was happen in my reality. I tried to help each other but I don't even understand actually what they want because they have the "no worries" attitude.
I couldn't imagine what's gonna happen in future.Actually opportunities are all over and around us, just the matter of how we untilize and grab it. There is no free meal in this world. We need to work it out then only we earn it. Whatever that we do, we shall believe and make results in it. If we did'nt want to appreciate those opportunities that infront of us then wanna wait till when??
Everyone has their own talent and skill, in order to obtain it, we have to search for it. Don't ever wait for free meal..
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